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28th May 09
My past, present, future~
yay! one more day till school holidays! today for sabbaticals, we went to chinatown! it was freaking hot and i think my skin colour had tone down... i m becoming avril no 2!!!! i don't want to!!!
anyways, at chinatown, we went to some heritage building. and the school actually hired a tour guide to guide us through the building. i peeked at the cashier. it read 93 bucks. more than 93 bucks for a tour guide! this school must be rich... the building was quite interesting and i enjoyed most of it, if not for that bloody worksheet we have to fill up along the way, i would have enjoyed even more. i hate writing and looking for answers while walking! and then we looked at the old toilets. it was gross. and then it was raining. (i thought that the rain was the special effects created by the people but apparently when i took a look outside through the window, it was raining. darn it! and the stair case, to make it more ancient, they made it in a weird shape with worn out footprint marks. but for god's sake! it was laminated! and thus, damn slippery! it was even written on the sign beside the stairs: "for pregnant ladies and elderly, please approach our staff for alternate passageway" how retarded is that. and i nearly fell too. so unglam.
then today's band was sectionals... it was the day of assessment! xin yun was fretting out... she should calm down more.. and i wanted to be first but after chun hui drew no 5. out of 6 ppl. being forst will get it over with sooner. so, i had to wait for my turn. when it was finally my turn, i suddenly realise that i am nervous. yah, i am used to self denial... not knowing myself till 'the time'. hahas but i did pretty well, although i squeaked a little when tabby asked me to play faster. xin yun said that they could hear me play in the soundproof music room. lols did i really play that loudly? hahas, at least its better than soft till the point where there is no sound at all.
now that the assessment is over, i time to fret about next week's RGPS exchange. i am so afraid that i would not be able to play well and tabby said that she's not sure whether the seniors are playing! AHHHHH! without the seniors we will surely die... a horrible horrible death. and instant concert is so difficult for me. especially the timing. 2 count for 4 crotchets is so difficult to count, the quavers are retarded because of the stupid timing... here's what it sounds like...
it might sound easy but for me... its sayonara day. wish me luck! ><
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Her
Name: Leow Yu Jun
Current school n class: NYGH (206)
Mail: twilight_demonicangel@hotmail.com
HP no: 91768389
Age: 13 going 14 =D
Current obsession: Shakespeare :3
whats up
Current worries: How to not slack
What i am eating: Hi Chews
What am i playing: Maple season 2!!!! yays!
Latest bitching topic: Sabbaticals
Feel like: A ice in a blending machine. BZZZ n i am a gonner
Want now: A cup of cold latte..
Stay away from: My heart
Want to be: A retard for once
Do i like my current life: OKOK but not really fun.
Craziness level: a low 30% now. crazy bout cip!
Next event: Band audition
Next next event: Prize presentation help out.
i want/i need
Please~ new phone, whole collection of shakespeare,
ballet flats, new tees, free admission to stanford (Teehee=D), a whole collection of Liz Carlyle books!,
a jester to entertain me, money, a challenge, good grades, a new bag, a new formal dress, dark blue polish,
to skip time and get better at my instru(s), but most of all...~him~ <3
i hate/ be gone
Fu(king SIAS, chinese, my fringe, despos in denial, smart arse who think they are know it alls, nerds who act cool,
criticisms, bimbos (stupids), flirts, PDA, bugs, the sun, pathetic adults, losers who slog their life away,
ppl who deny who they are, whines, touching/hugs/kisses (worst) when i m not even emotionally close to some1, kissass,
and lastly...him who had so cruelly capture my heart and thrown me into despair...